Promise 

This wonderful little life that I want to spend with you 

I will be by your side 

Holding your hand forever 

I promise 

To grow old with you ,  

I will be by your side 

Holding your hand forever 

I promise 

To love you no matter what 

But I want your promise too 

Promise me  you’ll never leave 

Promise me you’ll grow old with me 

Promise me you’ll love me no matter what, 

Funny things these promises are 

Broken by the powers somewhere far, 

And I see those dove flying high 

And my life without you like a fallen sky

Don’t break this promise and leave forever 

I could not fix this broken heart ever

Coz you are the life of this heart 

Without you my world is without art 

Promise me to live forever, 

This is all I endeavour 

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Love , War , and You 

The way you push me away is hurtful 

The way you drift away is hurtful 

The way I miss you is hurtful 

And if I Let you go then I’m a fool 

All these wars around won’t let us live 

All these feuds that surround won’t let us live

All these painful things won’t let us live 
And yet for you I have everything to give
I might be wrong for you but , you’re not 

I might be strong for you but , you’re not 

I might fall for you but, you did not 

I might be in love with you but, you’re not 

My heart resides within you 

My life resides within you 

My love is pure and true 

I will definitely win you 

I will win this war if you’re with me 

I will conquer the world if you’re with me

For those heavenly powers that stand with me 

My love , just trust me 

Her ❤️

I was walking down the lane with your thoughts in my mind,yes you. We both were happy, laughing ,kissing , looking into each other’s eyes, and I could see my whole universe in those sparkling, beautiful eyes. I was smiling when my father amusingly asked “who’s the lucky girl”, I was shy and scared. I smiled and replied ” the girl who will make your son the happiest man of all ” 

It’s funny how I never mentioned anything to you, maybe because some stories aren’t meant to be handled by humans but angels. Yes , angels because it would take a miracle for us to end up together. And I believe in miracles, talking to you is one . 
Her is everything, 

Her eyes are brighter Than the stars ,

Her smile hides the beauty of earth 

Her Laugh will cheer the flowers 

Her is everything. 

Everything that I ever wanted , 

Everything that I ever dreamt of , 

Everything that I need , 

I can’t imagine life without her, 

The way I hold her hands in my dream 

The way I look at her eyes 

The way I love her , 

She is a dream 

A dream that I could live in forever 

A dream that I don’t want to scatter 

A dream I pray to live with her 

Her is everything 

She’s worth a fight

Since decades perhaps a whole millennium, we are still searching what is love , there are kingdoms , rulers , holy texts that are drowned in the potion of love. From ARISTOTLE to shakespeare  ,  from Plato to Rumi , every great mind had an opinion on love. But what is love? 

Rumi once said  “Wherever you are, and whatever you do, be in love.” ,  so is it really important to love? Be it Shakespeare or rumi , every great poet or political thinker was in love. Many of them penned down many did not. 

The famous Shakespeare’s play Romeo and Juliet which is still young in every heart is one of the most famous play ever written. It’s about two people of opposite clan falling in love. For me the summery is ” love will always find a way” 

Reading all these qoutes from intellectuals changed my view , I thought love was just a chemical reaction in my brain because of my stupid heart . 

But you see, love is more than that , love is rebellious, love is obsession , love is a hangover, love is everything that we are made of . And as i like to put this in Urdu 

Ishq ibadat hai. 

Love is worshipping.

I fear to admit, I fear to fall, I have never felt this before. I know I’m falling for the wrong person , I’m falling for the person I was taught to hate. But what if she is my reason of existence , what if she is the one I am born for and as the holy Quran says “we made you in pairs”  , what if we both are made for each other. 

I tried moving forward but couldn’t , I can’t let her go. She’s worth a fight.

We all have that one unfinished chapter, I’ll try to complete mine. Beleiving in my love. Because I know, every ray of hope , every beat of love comes from heaven. 

Awkward situations 

We all come across to certain awkward situations where we are confused what to do . Situations like weather to leave or to stay. Like to tell her the truth or not etc etc, what matters is how we handle those situations.

It’s funny that I am writing about awkward situations and how to handle them when I , myself runs away from these situations. 

The best thing we could do  is face them , no matter what outcome it gives. All you need to do is gather your confidence and face it . Because if you don’t , you’ll always have a regret sooner or later, 

There’s this girl who I find perfect in every possible manner a person can think. I could climb up the MT. Everest and shout that out loud , but I’m afraid to face her. I’m afraid she might walk out that door forever , I’m just afraid. 

A wise friend once told me ” In life people will eventually leave , what matters is the imprints they leave” . 

I think if someone doesn’t wanna stay they’ll leave no matter how hard you try. Or you face that “awkward situation” or not . 

   Everyone has that one awkward situation that he/she avoids under any circumstance. This is my “situation ” , you too have a similar situation. And I think it’s okay to leave certain doors closed , you never know what devil waits for you behind

So here I am after months, writing a blog post about awkward situations while being in one 

The irony. 

Love hurts. Really?

I have been into relationships. I was in 7th standard had a crush on this cute girl. Proposed her. It was obvious. She said no 😦 . well that hurt a lot. I almost cried but didn’t because boys don’t cry. Maybe that was not my time. Just after a year I met this beautiful girl. She was my cousin’s classmate. We became friends and a month later I proposed her. She said yes. And we dated for about 3 months. I was very young and in love. Well that’s what all teenagers called it. I don’t know what went wrong but it didn’t work between us. The end was really bad. But was love to be blamed for all the pain??

Love is the most beautiful feeling. Love is when your mother spends sleepless nights when you were born. Love is when your father spends his whole youth just to make you happy. Love is when your sister teases you. Love is when your brother supports you. And yes love is when you love your girl with all your heart in spite of her ignorance. Love is when you look into her eyes and see your whole world. Love is when you have butterflies when you see her.

Love doesn’t hurt. Rejection hurts. Cheating hurts. Ignorance hurts.
Love is what changes life. Love is the best thing that god gifted us.

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Mom and dad. Loving each other since 1992 ❤

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